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Zaruri nahi k har woh shay jiski dil khuwahish kare, woh issay mil bhi jaye

Khair zaruri tu yeh bhi nahi k iski har khuwahish jayez bhi ho

Dil tu bus woh bigra sa bacha hai ju zid pe ar jaye tu Ghar sar pe utha le

Dilchasp baat yeh hai k dil ki uss pe kaise chale jiski khud kissi pe nai chalti

Dil tu bus woh bigra sa bacha ju sirf cha'ana janta hai, isse kahan gharz k iski chahtu'n ki kitne keemte mein utaar bethi hun

Yeh tu bus cha'ana janta hai, yeh tu bus who bigra sa bacha hai

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