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13 Things 2013 Taught Me

1. Submission, and to accept things that  you can't change or comprehend at the time.  2. No matter how many guy friends you have, you'll need a few gal pals because there are certain comprehensible emotions that can't be expressed but only understood. A SHOUT OUT to Ayesha, Ghania, Saba and everyone else! 3. You don't loose family, you can't! 4.    Floccinauccinihilipilification is the most difficult word to pronounce -_- 5. There is a thin line between desperation and determination. It's okay to let go of what you can't fix. 6. What you deserve is way more important than how you feel. 7. The only person you will ever be able to change is yourself and it is okay to not like who you have become because it is fixable. Always being yourself doesn't mean you can not improve yourself. 8. We become what we hate, a self-check once in a while is great. 9. NUST is the Bahria Town of Universities ;-) 10. Sometimes you can not forgive, no matter how badl...

meet me half way!

Be my punching bag, I'll be yours. Endure all my pain, I'll endure yours. Stand with me if you want me to stand by you. I'll squeeze your hand when times are tough but you gotta hold my hand too. I am done doing it all alone. Say something, I am giving up on you. Love my demons if you want me to love yours. For it has been a while since I have been doing it alone. I am done doing it alone. If you want to meet then walk a mile, my bones are now fragile. But just start walking I'll meet you half way. For I am done doing it all, alone. But I don't want to stop doing it now. so meet me half way as my bones are now fragile for doing it all, alone for too long.

A Chapter, that's it

"So what's your story?", he said, with a smile so charming it brightened the garden on that moonless night. "I loved the wrong guy" I said, staring at my shoes to avoid his reaction until I heard him chuckle. "What?" I snapped half annoyed, half relieved. Now so serious as if he wasn't the same guy laughing at my life a minute ago, he slowly reached to touch my chin in order to make me look him in the eye. And when I did I saw a mesmerizing glow in his eyes, I had seen his eyes before, deep-set, glistening, content yet curious, but there was something different about them that night, something special. He drew a little closer as if he was about to reveal a secret that no-one else was supposed to know and when he was so close that I could feel his breath on my cheek, he whispered in his brisk voice "that's just a chapter".

From her diary: Let it Drizzle

It was a strange feeling. A sensation that couldn't be explained using a single adjective. She struggled when she tried to explain and the best that she could come up with was, "You know, it's like when you  are standing under the open sky and suddenly it starts to drizzle and as the cold dampness touches your warm skin? The sensation isn't exactly pleasant but you want it to keep happening. That's how I feel everytime I look at him."