It's raining and it's cold and I can't help but think of the last time I was in your arms. It was the last time I was home too, but you'll probably never know that and you don't have to either. Now that you are gone, I haven't just lost you, I have lost my home too and I had yearned for it for so long. So,when I finally found it in you, I didn't look for anything else, I didn't ask for anything else. But that's not how you felt, you felt I asked for too much, so much that it made you feel like you weren't enough. When I found a home in you, I let my demons lose, I let my guard down, I let you see all of me because I thought I was finally home. But, that was too much for you and I understand why and how that must have made you feel, and I am starting to not hold that against you. But, I haven't begun to heal, I don't think I will any time soon.
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